I suppose it's that time of year, isn't it? That time where we look back at where we were 12 months ago and compare it to where we are, and where we'd like to be in 12 more. Well I'm jumping on the wagon - time to reflect.
A year ago I had recently moved to State College Pennsylvania, and was still reeling. I was still searching for meaningful friendships and staring at the culture of intoxication. I was worried about my first round of qualifying exams, and trying desperately to find balance between my inclinations as an academic and my passion for bike touring.
Now, at the dawn of 2011, I have to admit that I feel more or less at home in State College. I know where all the bike trails are, I know the quickest way to the trailheads for mountain biking and hiking, and the best dumpsters for flowers and tomatoes (two days ago they cleaned out the flower display and my xtracycle sure was pretty on the way home!). I have close friends in my department, from my extracurricular classes, and in my house. Sure, another qualifying exam is staring me in the face (January 11th!), but it's one more hurdle that eventually I'll jump, whether it takes me one try or two.
I got to have an amazing bike adventure over the summer, and have another planned for next summer. Even better, the department wasn't disappointed about my summer adventures - but excited! I even got a story and pictures in the department newsletter and friendly emails from the department chair about it.
So I'm hopeful. I'm gleeful. I'm excited. This summer I'm riding the Transam - actually got the maps yesterday! I look at the elevation profiles and get wildly excited, and talk to friends about whose family lives where along the route.
But let me share what has happened since September, so you can see how far I've come in terms of housing, and how it's changed me.
Since August I have lived in four houses, I've moved three times, and ended up with a much reduced set of belongings. As I shared here, first the mold explosion sent me to a colleague's guest room. When he put it on the market and it started to get showed, I began to look for a more permanent arrangement. I figured that my cute bed full of Carebears (yes, I have three) wasn't going to help him sell! So I found a huge house with a nice room in a great location, really cheap rent and no lease. There was a big park with trails literally adjacent to the backyard, and my room was a beautiful blue with built in shelving and a private entrance. It seemed perfect...
Except for the roomies. This was, of course, not obvious until I moved in. One of them had some sort of undiagnosed mental illness, and while I have the utmost respect for people struggling with such things, I'm not interested in living with someone I don't know who has a serious disorder. It became intolerable, and I felt my belongings were unsafe and ultimately had to lean on a friend to store my most prized possessions safely (bicycles!). So I started surfing Craigslist for new housing. I went to see a number of apartments and houses that could have worked, but none called to me as right. That is, until I discovered the Houseasaurus!
The Houseasaurus sounds funny, I know, but it's one of a kind. Here is a description from our website:
Central PA Community Housing (aka the co-op and Houseasaurus) is a housing cooperative located in Central Pennsylvania that formed in 2005. We strive to provide sustainable, socially and environmentally responsible housing by and for members.
I live in the main house, but there are two houses side by side that participate. We have musical shows and costume parties, and eat dinner together five nights a week. Right now there are a reduced number of people since most folks are home for the holidays, but already I've met and had some wonderful conversations and adventures with my fellow coopers. We caught a bat in the living room!
So... I'm hopeful. I feel safe here, and happy to have a new community that I fit right into. I realized that I needed more than a nice room, I needed a nice group of people that don't think I'm crazy for riding bikes, doing stats, and making yogurt (which I still do every week, yum!). I learned that I might be just fine travelling alone, but I'm not ok living alone in one place.
To conclude, 2010 was a year of change and disillusionment. I shouldn't be surprised - I was 24 for most of it, and they say that 24 is the year of disillusionment. Thank goodness I'm 25 now! And still in college... ah! But I like it more than I dislike it, and I know I'm crawling forward. They pay me for it too, which brings a smile to my face, since I still feel like I'm not done learning. There's so much more to find out, both in stats, on bikes, in friendships... etc. So many more sci fi books to read!
Happy new year all, I hope we all find something new to love doing. Below is something I found from last year - I love moving by bicycle! That's the Xtra in full glory.
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